better days

Look at you, you’re so young and you’re so scared. Why are you so scared? Stop being paralyzed. Stop swallowing your words. Stop caring what other people think. Wear what you want. Say what you want. Listen to the music you want to listen to. Play it loud as fuck and dance to it. Go out for a drive at midnight and forget you have school the next day. When are you going to realized that you can do whatever you want?

Cause I've been through enough in the past year alone and I still haven't broke, thats what being strong really is.

What happens when all you can do is remember?

You taught me many things, like how it feels to miss someone so bad it feels like a part of you is missing. I can tell you one thing, now that you have gone I never will forget you. You left your mark.

This is life. People will screw you over. You’ll fight with your family. You’ll witness things that will change you forever. You’ll blame new lovers for things old lovers did. You’ll lose best friends you thought would always be there. You’ll come to realize that everyone has a past. You’ll cry, you’ll laugh, and you’ll embarrass yourself. But then, you’ll find your very own moment where none of that matters; where you can sit back and realize that shit happens to the people who can handle it and that this is who you are, and that no one should want to change you, including yourself.

I want to appreciate the times when moments are made into memories. I want to embrace them, cherish them and never forget that they come so few and far between. I know that wherever life takes me, these moments will always follow. They remind me of what's truly important. It's not just life, but living. It's the journey, the destination and all the points in between.

I love that feeling. You know, the one you get when you take a deep breath and suddenly everything feels like it’s going to be okay. When you’re hopeless as can be, and life is going nowhere, there’s those moments we have every now and then where we just stop, and we get this feeling, that can’t be described, but you just.. you just feel like everything really is going to be okay. Like the world stopped spinning for a second, and everything was clear. I need more of those moments.

the thing about life that i’ve learned is that you’re going to get hurt. you’re going to have emotional nights and cry yourself to sleep for hours. you’re going to suffer some kind of loss. but you will also have those moments where you heal. those moments are the best. you feel like you smile for the first time again. you feel like you’re alive again. life just kind of restarts.

She's so sick of never being beautiful enough. Never being stronger, or better. She's sick of going home everyday, and  wishing she was someone else. For once she wants to look in the mirror and be happy for what she sees back. She's so sick of everyone telling her "You can do so much better than that." Maybe she can't? And people talking behind her back. Yeah well she found out. She's sick of people bringing her down and telling her that she isn't good enough. But I guess all she really wants, is to be more than second best.

Forgive me because I am sensitive and unsure. Forgive me because I needed you to say something and you didn't say anything.

people ask me who i am. the answer? i don’t really know. a few years ago, i would have said that I was a girl who loved life. a few months ago, i would have said i was a girl who loved a boy with everything she had. now, i guess you could say i’ve been through a lot and i’ve been broken in too many places and too many ways. i guess you could say i’m just trying to find my place.

This life of mine has it's flaws, but it's the only one I got. I'm going to hold my head high, look on the bright side, and smile even when I want to cry. Because I'm not letting anyone or anything bring me down.

It’s funny how you think you actually mean something to someone, and they just turn around and prove you wrong.

I’ve learned this past year. I’ve changed, I’ve grown and maybe things do happen for a reason. Maybe they don’t. But no matter what, they still happen. That’s what we need to remember. I learned to stop analyzing things, to just let them happen. And if I get hurt, or if something bad happens, there’s nothing I can do to change that. I’ve learned to go with my gut, and that it’s okay to make mistakes because the ones that matter won’t care. I’ve learned that love really is as great as they say it is. I’ve learned that your friends can save you from your worst enemy: yourself. And most importantly, I’ve learned that today is all we have.

time doesn't heal you when you're not ready to move on.

i just wanna feel okay again. everything that's happened lately has been stretching my strength to it's very ends. i don't know how much longer i can hold on. i feel like i'm drowning, literally. i've been fighting this current for so long and i have been fighting desperately to stay at the surface. but now, all i wanna do is give up.

And he asked what happened to that smile, the one i never left the house without. I answered becasue you took it with you when you said goodbye

You’re so afraid to do things, or try something new. But in the end if you don’t take those chances your going to shut out the best things in life.

you weren't there when i needed you most. you didn't call or hold me close. my heart was breaking in so many ways, but you walked away knowing i wasn't okay. and i realized: i was never worth it to you

You know what? Yes I Have changed. I'm not as nice as I used to be, because I don't want to get used or walked over, I don't trust everyone and tell them my secrets , because behind every fake smile is a backstabbing bitch. I distance myself from people because in the end, they're only going to leave. I Have changed because I have realized that im the only person I can depend on.

There you are crying in your closet, holding your legs up close to your chest, tears falling
from your eyes like raindrops, and you think that everything will never be the same and
that everything you do is wrong. You think that no one cares or loves you, that no one
really understands what you believe in, that everything you love always disappears.
I did the same thing and i've thought the same thing and to tell you the truth i thought
my live would never end up the way i want it to. I wanted it to just be this perfect life
like the movies, but nobody's life is perfect. It can be perfect for a little while but once
the perfect ends everything seems like a mess. You just have to wipe away the tears
get up off your floor walk outside and just breath and know that tomorrow is a new
day and tomorrow might be the day where everything finally gets betters. You just
have to believe that everything will be alright and that tomorrow is a new day
and you'll make it, i promise you, you will.

No one has the right to judge us, because
no one really knows what we've been through.
They may have heard about our stories,
but they never felt what we felt.

The problem with time, I've learned, whether it's those first two weeks I got to spend with you, or the final two months I got to spend with him, eventually time always runs out. I have no idea where you are out there in the world. But I understand that I lost the right to know these things long ago. No matter how many years go by, I know one thing to be as true as ever was - I'll see you soon then

I want a new start. I want a new hair color and new clothes. I want a new house and i want my problems gone. I want to learn how to dance and how to sing good. I want to be able to do something that makes other people jealous. I'm ready for a new me.

It sucks when you miss that person so much that you look through old photos, old text messages, even old statuses. And it brings a smile to your face, but then the hurt comes back and you know you shouldn’t be looking back, but you can’t help it because they really meant something to you and you thought it would have lasted. but it didn’t.

i couldn't tell you why we are best friends. you really wouldn't understand the explanation. it’s full of too many insiders and made up words it's full of too much care & too many tears, too many laughsand too many blonde moments. and i don’t think I’ll ever be able to give you any better reason except that she's always been there.

I think I'm scared to be happy for once.
Because when I finally am happy, something bad always happens.

Been through it all, dealt with broken hearts and backstabbing bitches. Unloving parents and failing grades. Been through it all,and gotten stronger. But every now and then the memories flow back and that girl just breaks down

Sometimes it takes a really good fall to know where you stand.

she looked into the night sky and said "so this is what it feels like, letting go of everything".

People are constantly telling me who I am.
I wish for once they’d let me figure it out on my own.

Stay true to yourself, because there are very few people who will stay true to you.

Here's to old memories, new beginnings, and taking chances. Things are gonna change, but maybe that's what I need after all.

If you want what you've never had, you have to do what you've never done

I'm starting to crave new beginnings, brighter memories, and happy endings

You know that point in your life when you realize that the house that you grew up in isn't really your home anymore? All of the sudden even though you have some place where you can put your stuff that idea of home is gone.

Fuck being a teenager. Fuck loving the people that don’t give a shit about you. Fuck staying up at night thinking about someone that doesn’t care about you. Fuck being led on. Fuck crying over someone that broke your heart. Fuck the friends that leave you once they find a boyfriend/girlfriend. Fuck parents that have a go at you for everything that you do. Fuck the people that have too high expectations of you. Fuck the people that think you’re capable of nothing. Fuck sitting at home feeling lonely. Fuck feeling like there is no one that loves you. Fuck seeing the people that you love change and leave you behind. Fuck the people that don’t appreciate you. Fuck growing up.

Take me back to the sleepless nights, the stupid fights,take me back to when it never mattered who was wrong or right

But no matter where you are in this world, it seems you’re always missing somebody.

I've always avoided fights. I make jokes instead. I tell people what they want to hear in order to avoid a confrontation. I pretend to want things I don't want, and I pretend not to want things I do want. No one gets hurt. Except me. The lines are so crossed and blurred at this point that I don't know what I want. I just know I want it to be easy.

You gotta put your past behind ya. Look kid, bad things happen and you can't do anything about it right? Wrong, when the world turns its back on you, you have to turn your back on the world.
Hakuna Matata, It means no worries. - The Lion King

Chin up beautiful, everything's going to be alright.

why the fuck not

i dont give a fuck and my excuse is that im young

Before you can be old and wise, you gotta be young and stupid.

You don’t have to hold it together every second of every day. It’s okay to break down. It’s okay to cry. You’re not invincible, you’re human.

don’t ever forget that you have a reason to smile; and that is being alive.

don’t let him have the satisfaction of knowing you’ll always be there waiting.

Growing up is never easy. You hold on to things that were. You wonder what’s to come. But that night, I think we knew it was time to let go of what had been, and look ahead to what would be. Other days. New days. Days to come. The thing is, we didn’t have to hate each other for getting older. We just had to forgive ourselves… for growing up

And in a world of all fakes, would you dare to be real?

Second chances? That’s not in my dictionary anymore. People have abused that method

Don’t worry about me, my heart’s not broken anymore. You should be worrying about yourself. Because as far as I can see, you’re still an asshole

she never ever lonley you'll never be her only

You don't like me? Why don't you take a seat next to the rest of the bitches waiting for me to give a fuck

Somewhere in between αll the mind gαmes, lies & seduction i fell for you. Somewhere in between αll the broken promises, mαnipulαtion & heαrtαches i got over you, but i guess i fibbed α few times too. Remember αll those times i swore i needed you? Well consider them lies, becαuse bαby I'm here without you & i survived. ♥ Lil Wαyne

Don't be afraid to do something just because you're scared of what people are gonna say about you

Life is too short to waste your time, energy, and love on a fucking asshole.
-Dane Cook

If you met yourself, would you like you?

We’ll scream loud at the top of our lungs, and they’ll think it’s just cause we’re young, and we’ll feel so alive.

i never want to love someone like that, so much that there would be no more room left for myself, so much that i wouldn’t be able to survive if he left me.

Letting go doesn’t mean we don’t care. Letting go doesn’t mean we shut down. Letting go means we stop trying to force outcomes and make people behave. It means we give up resistance to the way things are, for the moment. It means we stop trying to do the impossible–controlling that which we cannot–and instead, focus on what is possible

You inspire me, you inspire me to be a good person cause well your a bitch and I don't want people hating me like they hate you. You inspire me to respect myself, cause well you don't and your a slut whom guys have no respect for. You inspire me to love my friends cause well your a back stabbing bitch who has no real friends and I want my friends to be true to me. So yeah thank you for making me a better person, without bitches like you people won't realize how important it is to be a good person.

Being scared to fall, scared no-one will catch you. Having doubts. Silly little doubts. Being so insecure, afraid every little gesture holds some kind of hidden message, analyzing every single sentence; holding onto the words that mean nothing, nothing at all.

You gotta put your past behind ya. Look kid, bad things happen and you can't do anything about it right? Wrong, when the world turns its back on you, you have to turn your back on the world.
Hakuna Matata, It means no worries. - The Lion King

You weren't wrong, you were just wrong about me. -500 days of summer

You don't get to have me, not my body, and sure as hell not my heart.

Take what you want, steal my pride, build me up or cut me down to size,
Shut me out but i'll just scream, I'm only one voice in a million, but you aint takin that from me.

Someone is looking up to you, don't let that person down.

Life is short, break the rules, forgive quickly, love truly, laugh uncrontrollably and don't regret anything that made you smile.

mistakes are unavoidable, learn how to forgive yourself.

Why chase boys when you can replace them?

If you’re having a bard time letting go, realize that if they wanted to stay, they’d still be there.

How many times do we forgive someone just because we don’t want to lose them, even though they don’t deserve our forgiveness?

I’m keeping my opinions to myself. They just get me in trouble. — Lauren Conrad

attack life it's gonna kill you anyways

You’re an expert at “Sorry” and keeping lines blurry
You’re never impressed by me acing your tests
All the girls that you’ve run dry, have tired, lifeless eyes ‘cause you’ve burnt them out.
But I took your matches before fire could catch me, so, don’t look now~
I’m shinning like fireworks over your sad, empty town

Call us old fashioned, but sometimes the fairy tale ending requires
the knight to get off his ass and saddle up his steed.

& if you remember any of this, remember that you never asked me to stay , you just let me leave

So this is when we finally learn the real meaning of change.
You do the things you used to be against, you befriend the
people you used to hate. You`ll learn what it`s like to have
your heart broken, to lose a friend that truely meant something
to you, & to feel as if everything is really falling apart.
Maybe this is just what growing up is.

I've always avoided fights. I make jokes instead. I tell people what they want to hear in order to avoid a confrontation. I pretend to want things I don't want, and I pretend not to want things I do want. No one gets hurt. Except me. The lines are so crossed and blurred at this point that I don't know what I want. I just know I want it to be easy.

Just when I started to open up to you, you
made me realize why I shut the world out.

But no matter where you are in this world, it seems you’re always missing somebody.

My life, my mistakes, my lessons not yours.

Regrets are for old people, live your life.

It's amazing how much a smile can hide we look like we have pride but were dying inside.

I miss being happy, I miss my old friends, I miss my childhood, I miss good times, I miss not caring about things, I miss everything, I miss you.

That's the problem with getting close to someone, it hurts that much more when they leave.

You look so pretty pretending nothing's wrong.

people say you don't know what you've got til it's gone. truth is, you knew what you had, you just thought you'd never lose it.

Brotips #655: Not everyone that changes loses themselves in the process. Some of them find themselves.

We’re young. We don’t need a boy to love, hold and kiss. We won’t always be able to relax and be kids, but we’ll always be able to love. So I’m gonna get out there and live it up in this world, leave my mark, make a difference, because in five years we will want to rewind, but we can’t. So stop worrying about that boy, now is the time of our lives, let’s make mistakes and not care, and memories that will never fade. Live it up and live it crazy. We are only young once, let’s screw this up right

The best kind of friend is the one you could sit on a porch with, never saying a word, and walk away feeling like that was the best conversation you've had.

"You aren't worth my time, and I can do better than you!" She screamed at him. He replied, "Then why are you still here?"

Put you're troubles away and start living.

You know that moment you feel when you wake up and realize you have more time to sleep? Or, when you accidentally overhear someone say something nice about you? Or when you see someone you like and your heart races? Or even when you reach a goal you set for yourself? Now, remember what that feels like - and next time you’re upset, or sad, or crying - think about that feeling

If we go down, we go down together. Best friends means best friends forever.

It’s funny how one group of people can change your life forever.

Do you remember when we were best friends? When we’d share our every thought? Every smile? And every laugh? Oh, and do you remember when you broke my heart? Because I seem to remember that more than anything. I trusted you, I trusted you to take care of my heart. I trusted you not to take it and stomp on it

You’re cute, please don’t ruin it with an asshole of a personality.

Summer is kind of like the ultimate one-night stand: hot as hell, totally thrilling, and gone before you know it

the easiest way to avoid getting your heart broken, is to pretend that you don't have one.

At this moment,there are six billion,470 million,818 thousand,617 people in the world. Some are running scared,some are coming home, Some tell lies to make it through the day,others are now facing the truth, some are evil men at war with good and some are good,struggling with evil. Six billion people in the world, six billions souls and sometimes ... all you need is one
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Don't be afraid of change. You may be losing something good, but gaining something so much better.

It's like all of the bad stuff that you went through, the people who disappointed you, the things that didn't go your way.. suddenly, you feel grateful for them because those are the things that got you to here, to this.

You're only a teenager. You're not yet married, so go with the flow, laugh tons, use manners, and try something new. Will you just kiss him already? Trust your feelings, spend your cash, introduce yourself, take a chance, study hard, seek happiness, and regret nothing. Don't laugh at people's dreams, make a wish on 11:11, challenge yourself, take pictures and appreciate the memories. You should make time to dance in your underwear, and learn from the past. Play dress up and then take all your clothes off. Have the time of your life.

I was stuck. I was in this place, in between my future and my past, and I wasn't sure which one I wanted more. But I guess it was only natural, you know? To dream of a summer love from long ago, or nights you spent with friends you used to know. These people had long since gone, and part of you wanted them back, and God you hated to admit it. That was the funny part. Like admitting you missed people or things or times long ago made you weak or something, but it didn't. And sometimes I would curl up by my window and stare off into the stars, dreaming of my future, the love and friends I had yet to come. Part of me just wanted to throw myself into the future and the other part wanted me to hurl myself into my past.

I wonder if things that remind me of you remind you of me.

Here's to this moment. This moment in your life when nothing at all is perfect, but everything feels so right.

I was holding onto someone that didn't exist anymore, the person i missed didn't exist anymore. People change, the things we like and dislike change. And we can wish they didn't all day long but that never works.

It may seem like the hardest thing to do but you have to forget about the guy that forgot about you. -the notebook

Look for the girl with the broken smile, ask her if she wants to stay awhile.

Don't judge me unless you have looked through my eyes, experienced what i have and cried as many tears as i have. Until then back off, you have no idea.

stay true, stay you

Fuck that new girl that you like so bad, she's not crazy like me i bet you like that. I said fuck that new girl that's been in your bed. And when your in her i know i'm in you're head.

If you're single make the most of it. It's not because you're not good enough for anyone, it's because no one is good enough for you.- wiz

"Once you figure out who you are and what you love about yourself, I think everything else just falls into place"

Nobody knows the real me. Nobody knows how many times I’ve sat in my room and cried, how many times I’ve lost hope, how many times I’ve been  let down. Nobody knows how many times I’ve had to hold back the tears, how many times I’ve felt like I’m about to snap but don’t just for the sake of others. Nobody knows the thoughts that go through my head whenever I’m  sad, how horrible they truly are. Nobody knows me, and thats what I hate the most.

have faith. some things fall apart,
so that other things come together

I push doors that clearly say PULL, I laugh harder when I try to explain why
I’m laughing, I walk into a room and forget why I was there, I get emotional 
over little things, I wish for love every 11:11, I lie sometimes to hide the pain, 
I say it’s a long story when it’s really not, I fall in love too hard too fast, I worry
about too much, and get taken for granted. But that’s what being a girl is.

Trust no player, Fear no bitch. Give no pussy, Suck no dick. People play games, and are full of shit. Play the role and be the baddest bitch

be strong, things will get better, it might be stormy now, but it can’t rain forever

And you know what? Last night, I realized something. It’s not 
that I want you to hold me; it’s that I want you to reach for me.

I know what's best for me but I want you instead.

Sometimes there are things in our life that aren't meant to stay. Sometimes change may not be what we want. Sometimes change is what we really need. And sometimes saying goodbye is the hardest thing you think you'll ever have to do, but sometimes it's saying 'hello again' that breaks you down and makes you the most vulnerable person you'll ever know. Sometimes change is too much to bear, but most of the time change is the only thing saving your life. 

You eat, you’re fat. You don’t eat, you’re a freak. You drink, you’re an alcoholic. You don’t drink, you’re a pussy. You read, you’re a nerd. You don’t read, you’re stupid. You tell a secret, you’re an attention seeker. You don’t tell a secret, you’re still attention seeking. You let someone in, you’re easy. You don’t let someone in, you’re too uptight. You smoke, you think you’re cool. You don’t smoke, you’re a loser. You’ve had sex, you’re a slut. You haven’t had sex, you’re a frigid little bitch. You wear make up, you’re a slag. You don’t wear make up, you’re ugly. You can’t please anyone. ever.

When you're young, your whole life is about the pursuit of fun. Then, you grow up and learn to be cautious. You could break a bone or a heart. You look before you leap and sometimes you don't leap at all because there's not always someone there to catch you. And in life, there's no safety net. When did it stop being fun and start being scary?

Honestly, if you find someone who can make you feel like you're the best goddamn thing in the universe just by calling you beautiful, stick with them.

It’s funny how you can be face to face with someone, and yet it feels as though you’re on the other side of the world from them. They haven’t actually gone anywhere, but they might as well have. It’s one of the worst feelings to come across. To miss someone who’s literally right there.

Here's a lesson for every girl out there: Never, ever settle. You may think you aren't gorgeous or smart or have too many insecurities to count. But there is going to be someone in the world who truly loves you for you. Don't ever think that you've got to put up with some boy's rudeness because he's the first one in a long time to show some interest. You are all beautiful in your own individual way, so never lower your standards.

I miss your smile but I miss mine even more.

Best friends know that you’re slow, stupid, and mess around yet they still don’t care about being seen with you in public because they know they’re idiots, too.

You can be anything you want. But you have to take a risk sometimes. Reach out. One thing I can tell you for sure is this: we only regret what we don't do in life.

I don't need a certain number of friends, just a number of friends I can be certain of.

Don't believe the guy who tells you he loves you, believe the guy that proves it to you.

Fuck that sparkle in your eye, you take advantage of it.

dont let anyone, or anything bring you down. think for yourself, make your own deicisons, they might end up being mistakes, or they might be the best thing you have ever decided to do. but the only way you will find out is if you take a chance.

let's just be honest, im not leaving for some new perspective or to get a new start, im leaving because i cant look at you anymore without my heart breaking.

We never really grow up; we're still who we were when we were 10. Still just as immature, ready to have fun and admit that you still love the playground. The only difference is we've all had our hearts broken, and that's what really changed us.