show me your not all the same

I trusted you.. I was finally ready to let my guard down after being hurt so many times & what did you do? Took advantage of it. I told you my biggest secrets, fears and dreams. I was so happy and you then took that smile off my face in a second. You fucked everything up, apparently shes much more important that i ever was.

You make me laugh at things that aren't funny. You make me smile without actually being here. You make my stomach flip by a text. You make my heart drop by just saying hi. I hate to admit it, but you're amazing.

Eventually, everything ends. Age doesn't guarantee maturity. Love doesn't mean you'll always be together. Things don't always happen like you imagined. Being the bigger person, takes a big effort.

Haley: Dear Lucas…Every time I write that, it sounds so strange. How did our lives drift so far apart? And how, without even trying, did we make our lives so complicated? I guess what I mean to say is…It all seemed so much easier when we faced the future together.
[One Tree Hill]

He reached for her hand. "I don't want to lose you." His voice was almost in a whisper. She could feel the tears again, and she fought them back. "But you don't want to keep me either, do you?" To that, he had no response.

I didn't walk away because I fell out of love. I left because I was tired of fooling myself into thinking that this was anything like love.

Aria: You tell me at homecoming that you got a haircut for me and then you just fall off the face of the earth!? I spent days thinking about you—
Ezra: I thought about you every second I was gone.

And when I'm over you, I'll be the happiest I've ever been. Happier than you ever made me.

I'm not the same person i was three months ago, i guess i grew up. I realized you don't need a guy in your life to be happy and you sure as hell don't need '' friends '' who stab you in the back. I learned through my summer that things are going to happen for better or worse and you just have to accept that, you will learn who your real friends are through the tough times and you will learn to accept the way things have changed. It's a part of life and it's a part of growing up, i realized that it's better to be the bigger person than the cool one.

i live in a place full of people pretending to be something they're
not. but when i talk to you, i am the girl i want to be.

i'm changing. i don't know exactly how yet, but i'm so excited to find out.

We're only as strong as the drinks we mix, the tables we dance on, and the friends we hold on to.

There is inner beauty about a woman who believes in herself, who knows she is capable of anything that she puts her mind to. There is a beauty in the strength and determination of a woman who follows her own path, who isn't thrown off by obstacles along the way. There is a beauty about a woman whose confidence comes from experiences - who knows she can fall, pick herself up and move on.

Sometimes music is the only thing that gets your mind off of everything else and it's kind of life a drug, everyone needs something to take the pain away.

If theres one important thing i've learned its that ; When we grow up, we either turn out to be amazing people or monsters. Its who you meet along the way that shape you into you become.

there is some hurt that we just never get over. and we tell ourselves
that in time, we'll get better. but you know, hurt just hurts.

sometimes i just miss that boy, the one who held my hand walking down the street, whose arms i laid in and never wanted to go away, the one who i talked to for hours and told pointless stories to, the one who knew everything about me and liked me anyway, the one who knew exactly what i was saying even if i didn’t and helped me when i had no clue what to do, the one who showed me what love was and what it was like to need someone there, the one who could only make me cry and hurt me like no other guy could, those eyes that said everything, that sense of sarcasm that was always there, the way even he couldn’t stop from falling in love, that even though we fought constantly and couldn’t stand each other we couldn’t leave each other sides. something is still there, something that never left me the day that boy broke my heart in two, something like your first love that wasn’t ready to end, something that makes your stomach flip at the brush of a hand or arm, something that makes it so much harder to know that he’s not yours anymore but hers, something that makes you want to hide away and cry all those tears because suddenly all of those memories come back and it hurts worse to know that it’s all out of control.

I miss that feeling when you go to sleep at night and when you wake up in the morning. Its the feeling that everything is all right in the world. You know that amazing feeling that you're a whole, that you've got everything you want, that you aren't missing anything. Sometimes when I wake up I get it for just a moment.... It lasts for a few seconds but then I remember what happened, how nothing has been the same since.

Today, the sun shined down and I realized that maybe
I can live without him, that maybe it's okay to.

No matter how low you consider yourself, there's always someone lower looking up at you, just wishing they could be that high.

Headphones are her only retreat; music has replaced her heartbeat.

Walk the hall like it's a runway, live your life like it's a stage. Take chances like you know the outcome, act like you know what you're doing. Love like you can't get hurt, laugh like you've never heard of tears. Scream like you can't lose your voice, and talk like you'll never stop laughing.

i hurt you, for once i made the player fall, and honestly i'm glad. After all those girls you walked away from, the ones you left there standing alone in the rain, crying their eyes out. Now you feel their pain. I'm hoping this will be a lesson learned for you. How does it feel to be alone, to feel like nothing will be okay again, to have a very quiet cell phone and no i love you's? Karmas a bitch.

I wish people would quit telling me I can do anything I want. I never thought I couldn't.

so far i've learned that everyday of your life must be lived to the fullest. life is about smiling, laughing & crying. life is about making the most of what you have & what you're given. its about keeping relationships & losing them. life is about falling in love & losing someone you love. life was given to us as a challenge & its not easy but you have to try & meet that challenge & make the most of it while you can cause you dont actually know when it will be your turn to lay down to rest. you only have one shot at life so make sure you take it with both hands & squeeze every little drop out of it you can.

This is to all the ifs and to the wishes that'll never come true. This is to all the words you never said and to the ones we choke on. This is to holding your breath in that one perfect moment and being terrified that you'll blink and it'll all be gone. This is to when it is all gone and you feel like you have nothing left. This is to realizing that it wasn't your fault. And that they're never coming back. This is to those who never got to say goodbye after saying something harsh before they left.

We're young. We don't need a boy to love, hold and kiss. We won't always be able to relax and be kids, but we'll always be able to love. So I'm gonna get out there and live it up in this world, leave my mark, make a difference, because in five years we will want to rewind, but we can't. So stop worrying about that boy, now is the time of our lives, let's make mistakes and not care, and memories that will never fade. Live it up and live it crazy. We are only young once, let's screw this up right.

It`s the friend that stuck by you through everything that matters, the one that you have known your whole life, or just a year & yet you feel connected to them in a completely different way then anyone else around you. At most times, they feel like your family then your real one. They understand that the world can be a tough place, & they let you cry when bad things happen but they always manage to make you smile again. It`s the friend that you call at 5am because you fought with some stupid boy & she'll help you plot revenge against him even though she doesn`t even know him. They give you that extra energy to smile because you know that they`re right beside you whenever you need them.

For once i wanna be that girl hes afraid to lose. The one he cant walk away from knowing shes mad. The one he cant fall asleep without her voice being the last he heard. The one he wouldn't know what to do without.

I hope while she's at your house taking off her clothes you're thinking of me. I hope as you're kissing her - you miss my fingers running through your hair. I hope you realize it was such a mistake for you to let me go without a care. I hope as she's climbing off your bed to go home, you wish it was me you had called. And I hope you know in that stupid fucking head of yours that if you had called me, I would have stared at my phone & laughed.

Whatever we were, its done. Half of me is pleased about it and the other half wants you to hold me again. It's confusing and I'm a bit of a wreck. But before i even had a chance to let a tear fall from my eyes, he was there. He made me realize that you are certainly not worth my tears and that hes the one thats going to treat me right.

Truth is, sometimes you scare the shit out of me. You make me feel as if I'm not alone. Yet, I know any minute you have the ability to rip that feeling from me. Truth is, I love you, and that in itself, is scary enough.

When a girl pours her heart out to you, the last thing you should say is '' oh, okay. ''

Thanks for completely tearing me down because baby, I've
 built myself back up smarter and stronger than before.

Letting go is hard, but it's better to let go than to hold on to something that was never meant to be. so hold your head high, gorgeous, and stay strong because once you let go, better things are going to come along.

She could lie to you and tell you what you want to hear, but she's not.
She's telling you what's real to her. Stop walking away

You either realize, I'm worth the risk & you admit you care
 about me. Or I just stop caring. Those are your choices.

She likes you a lot, she just has a funny way of showing it. But hey, so do you

It's like I was chasing after you and I really, really wanted to catch you.. But now I realized if you wanted to be caught, you would have stopped running.

what happened to us? We were perfect together. One day i woke up and nothing was the same anymore. I miss being your favourite reason to smile & i miss seeing your name in my inbox every morning. Most importantly i hate how im sitting here not knowing if i ever cross your mind.

change is never easy. you fight to hold on. you fight to let go.

When is growing up ever easy? The pressure you're constantly faced with. The tears, heart break, ex boyfriends, ex best friends that you are faced with along the way is never pretty. At the end of the day, you have two choices; you can either give up and stay in your room day in & day out or you can go out in the world, be fearless, make a ton of mistakes and live. In twenty years from now you will be pretty damn glad that you lived life to the fullest.

i think everyone has a certain part of their life where
they truly wish they could freeze time, whether it was
three years ago, today, or still to come, whether it was
just a moment, a whole day, or a whole summer. every
one has a time in their life where they wish everything
would just stop, the world would stop turning and people
would stop changing, because to them, at that time,
everything was perfect.

So, maybe he wants her, and maybe he doesn't, but she'll never know if she never tries, so she's going out on a limb, and she's praying for the best, but prepared for the worst, this is one blow her heart can take.

For the first time in my life, I feel like I'm doing something right because when I look at him, it's there. In everything he does to me, it's there. I don't know what it is, but I know that it is there, & it's never going to leave.

I'll screw up. I'll push you away if we're getting too close. I won't trust you until you've proven yourself.
I get hurt easily and take a lot of things personally. But I'll love you with everything I have, and if that isn't enough, then I'm not enough.

Now, looking back on you and thinking about all the feelings you made me feel. You made me hate myself most of the time, you made me cry & for a while its like you took away my smile. I was a complete disaster and just when i was about to give up, he walked in my life. He makes me laugh until i cant breathe, and he makes me never want to stop smiling. He also proved that i dont deserve someone thats going to come and go, i deserve someone that will love me all the time, at my worst and at my best. I deserve a real man & i sure as hell found him.

You had me. You had me 3 months ago and you left. It has nothing to do with me, it is about you, and it is always about you. What you need and what you want, you know.. it seems that you only want me, when you can't have me. You like the chase and thats all. So you know what, you can have it.

I traced our named on a fogged window, and
 i watched them fade away. just like we did.