Saturday, May 7, 2011

why the fuck not

i dont give a fuck and my excuse is that im young

Before you can be old and wise, you gotta be young and stupid.

You don’t have to hold it together every second of every day. It’s okay to break down. It’s okay to cry. You’re not invincible, you’re human.

don’t ever forget that you have a reason to smile; and that is being alive.

don’t let him have the satisfaction of knowing you’ll always be there waiting.

Growing up is never easy. You hold on to things that were. You wonder what’s to come. But that night, I think we knew it was time to let go of what had been, and look ahead to what would be. Other days. New days. Days to come. The thing is, we didn’t have to hate each other for getting older. We just had to forgive ourselves… for growing up

And in a world of all fakes, would you dare to be real?

Second chances? That’s not in my dictionary anymore. People have abused that method

Don’t worry about me, my heart’s not broken anymore. You should be worrying about yourself. Because as far as I can see, you’re still an asshole
she never ever lonley you'll never be her only
You don't like me? Why don't you take a seat next to the rest of the bitches waiting for me to give a fuck
Somewhere in between αll the mind gαmes, lies & seduction i fell for you. Somewhere in between αll the broken promises, mαnipulαtion & heαrtαches i got over you, but i guess i fibbed α few times too. Remember αll those times i swore i needed you? Well consider them lies, becαuse bαby I'm here without you & i survived. ♥ Lil Wαyne
Don't be afraid to do something just because you're scared of what people are gonna say about you
Life is too short to waste your time, energy, and love on a fucking asshole.
-Dane Cook
If you met yourself, would you like you?
We’ll scream loud at the top of our lungs, and they’ll think it’s just cause we’re young, and we’ll feel so alive.

i never want to love someone like that, so much that there would be no more room left for myself, so much that i wouldn’t be able to survive if he left me.
Letting go doesn’t mean we don’t care. Letting go doesn’t mean we shut down. Letting go means we stop trying to force outcomes and make people behave. It means we give up resistance to the way things are, for the moment. It means we stop trying to do the impossible–controlling that which we cannot–and instead, focus on what is possible

You inspire me, you inspire me to be a good person cause well your a bitch and I don't want people hating me like they hate you. You inspire me to respect myself, cause well you don't and your a slut whom guys have no respect for. You inspire me to love my friends cause well your a back stabbing bitch who has no real friends and I want my friends to be true to me. So yeah thank you for making me a better person, without bitches like you people won't realize how important it is to be a good person.
Being scared to fall, scared no-one will catch you. Having doubts. Silly little doubts. Being so insecure, afraid every little gesture holds some kind of hidden message, analyzing every single sentence; holding onto the words that mean nothing, nothing at all.
You gotta put your past behind ya. Look kid, bad things happen and you can't do anything about it right? Wrong, when the world turns its back on you, you have to turn your back on the world.
Hakuna Matata, It means no worries. - The Lion King
You weren't wrong, you were just wrong about me. -500 days of summer
You don't get to have me, not my body, and sure as hell not my heart.
Take what you want, steal my pride, build me up or cut me down to size,
Shut me out but i'll just scream, I'm only one voice in a million, but you aint takin that from me.
Someone is looking up to you, don't let that person down.
Life is short, break the rules, forgive quickly, love truly, laugh uncrontrollably and don't regret anything that made you smile.
mistakes are unavoidable, learn how to forgive yourself.
Why chase boys when you can replace them?
If you’re having a bard time letting go, realize that if they wanted to stay, they’d still be there.
How many times do we forgive someone just because we don’t want to lose them, even though they don’t deserve our forgiveness?
I’m keeping my opinions to myself. They just get me in trouble. — Lauren Conrad

attack life it's gonna kill you anyways
You’re an expert at “Sorry” and keeping lines blurry
You’re never impressed by me acing your tests
All the girls that you’ve run dry, have tired, lifeless eyes ‘cause you’ve burnt them out.
But I took your matches before fire could catch me, so, don’t look now~
I’m shinning like fireworks over your sad, empty town
Call us old fashioned, but sometimes the fairy tale ending requires
the knight to get off his ass and saddle up his steed.
& if you remember any of this, remember that you never asked me to stay , you just let me leave
So this is when we finally learn the real meaning of change.
You do the things you used to be against, you befriend the
people you used to hate. You`ll learn what it`s like to have
your heart broken, to lose a friend that truely meant something
to you, & to feel as if everything is really falling apart.
Maybe this is just what growing up is.
I've always avoided fights. I make jokes instead. I tell people what they want to hear in order to avoid a confrontation. I pretend to want things I don't want, and I pretend not to want things I do want. No one gets hurt. Except me. The lines are so crossed and blurred at this point that I don't know what I want. I just know I want it to be easy.
Just when I started to open up to you, you
made me realize why I shut the world out.
But no matter where you are in this world, it seems you’re always missing somebody.
My life, my mistakes, my lessons not yours.
Regrets are for old people, live your life.
It's amazing how much a smile can hide we look like we have pride but were dying inside.
I miss being happy, I miss my old friends, I miss my childhood, I miss good times, I miss not caring about things, I miss everything, I miss you.
That's the problem with getting close to someone, it hurts that much more when they leave.
You look so pretty pretending nothing's wrong.
people say you don't know what you've got til it's gone. truth is, you knew what you had, you just thought you'd never lose it.
Brotips #655: Not everyone that changes loses themselves in the process. Some of them find themselves.
We’re young. We don’t need a boy to love, hold and kiss. We won’t always be able to relax and be kids, but we’ll always be able to love. So I’m gonna get out there and live it up in this world, leave my mark, make a difference, because in five years we will want to rewind, but we can’t. So stop worrying about that boy, now is the time of our lives, let’s make mistakes and not care, and memories that will never fade. Live it up and live it crazy. We are only young once, let’s screw this up right
The best kind of friend is the one you could sit on a porch with, never saying a word, and walk away feeling like that was the best conversation you've had.

"You aren't worth my time, and I can do better than you!" She screamed at him. He replied, "Then why are you still here?"
Put you're troubles away and start living.
You know that moment you feel when you wake up and realize you have more time to sleep? Or, when you accidentally overhear someone say something nice about you? Or when you see someone you like and your heart races? Or even when you reach a goal you set for yourself? Now, remember what that feels like - and next time you’re upset, or sad, or crying - think about that feeling
If we go down, we go down together. Best friends means best friends forever.
It’s funny how one group of people can change your life forever.
Do you remember when we were best friends? When we’d share our every thought? Every smile? And every laugh? Oh, and do you remember when you broke my heart? Because I seem to remember that more than anything. I trusted you, I trusted you to take care of my heart. I trusted you not to take it and stomp on it
You’re cute, please don’t ruin it with an asshole of a personality.
Summer is kind of like the ultimate one-night stand: hot as hell, totally thrilling, and gone before you know it
the easiest way to avoid getting your heart broken, is to pretend that you don't have one.
At this moment,there are six billion,470 million,818 thousand,617 people in the world. Some are running scared,some are coming home, Some tell lies to make it through the day,others are now facing the truth, some are evil men at war with good and some are good,struggling with evil. Six billion people in the world, six billions souls and sometimes ... all you need is one
Don't be afraid of change. You may be losing something good, but gaining something so much better.
It's like all of the bad stuff that you went through, the people who disappointed you, the things that didn't go your way.. suddenly, you feel grateful for them because those are the things that got you to here, to this.
You're only a teenager. You're not yet married, so go with the flow, laugh tons, use manners, and try something new. Will you just kiss him already? Trust your feelings, spend your cash, introduce yourself, take a chance, study hard, seek happiness, and regret nothing. Don't laugh at people's dreams, make a wish on 11:11, challenge yourself, take pictures and appreciate the memories. You should make time to dance in your underwear, and learn from the past. Play dress up and then take all your clothes off. Have the time of your life.

I was stuck. I was in this place, in between my future and my past, and I wasn't sure which one I wanted more. But I guess it was only natural, you know? To dream of a summer love from long ago, or nights you spent with friends you used to know. These people had long since gone, and part of you wanted them back, and God you hated to admit it. That was the funny part. Like admitting you missed people or things or times long ago made you weak or something, but it didn't. And sometimes I would curl up by my window and stare off into the stars, dreaming of my future, the love and friends I had yet to come. Part of me just wanted to throw myself into the future and the other part wanted me to hurl myself into my past.

I wonder if things that remind me of you remind you of me.
Here's to this moment. This moment in your life when nothing at all is perfect, but everything feels so right.

I was holding onto someone that didn't exist anymore, the person i missed didn't exist anymore. People change, the things we like and dislike change. And we can wish they didn't all day long but that never works.
It may seem like the hardest thing to do but you have to forget about the guy that forgot about you. -the notebook
Look for the girl with the broken smile, ask her if she wants to stay awhile.
Don't judge me unless you have looked through my eyes, experienced what i have and cried as many tears as i have. Until then back off, you have no idea.
stay true, stay you
Fuck that new girl that you like so bad, she's not crazy like me i bet you like that. I said fuck that new girl that's been in your bed. And when your in her i know i'm in you're head.
If you're single make the most of it. It's not because you're not good enough for anyone, it's because no one is good enough for you.- wiz
"Once you figure out who you are and what you love about yourself, I think everything else just falls into place"

Nobody knows the real me. Nobody knows how many times I’ve sat in my room and cried, how many times I’ve lost hope, how many times I’ve been  let down. Nobody knows how many times I’ve had to hold back the tears, how many times I’ve felt like I’m about to snap but don’t just for the sake of others. Nobody knows the thoughts that go through my head whenever I’m  sad, how horrible they truly are. Nobody knows me, and thats what I hate the most.

have faith. some things fall apart,
so that other things come together
I push doors that clearly say PULL, I laugh harder when I try to explain why
I’m laughing, I walk into a room and forget why I was there, I get emotional 
over little things, I wish for love every 11:11, I lie sometimes to hide the pain, 
I say it’s a long story when it’s really not, I fall in love too hard too fast, I worry
about too much, and get taken for granted. But that’s what being a girl is.
Trust no player, Fear no bitch. Give no pussy, Suck no dick. People play games, and are full of shit. Play the role and be the baddest bitch
be strong, things will get better, it might be stormy now, but it can’t rain forever
And you know what? Last night, I realized something. It’s not 
that I want you to hold me; it’s that I want you to reach for me.
I know what's best for me but I want you instead.
Sometimes there are things in our life that aren't meant to stay. Sometimes change may not be what we want. Sometimes change is what we really need. And sometimes saying goodbye is the hardest thing you think you'll ever have to do, but sometimes it's saying 'hello again' that breaks you down and makes you the most vulnerable person you'll ever know. Sometimes change is too much to bear, but most of the time change is the only thing saving your life. 
You eat, you’re fat. You don’t eat, you’re a freak. You drink, you’re an alcoholic. You don’t drink, you’re a pussy. You read, you’re a nerd. You don’t read, you’re stupid. You tell a secret, you’re an attention seeker. You don’t tell a secret, you’re still attention seeking. You let someone in, you’re easy. You don’t let someone in, you’re too uptight. You smoke, you think you’re cool. You don’t smoke, you’re a loser. You’ve had sex, you’re a slut. You haven’t had sex, you’re a frigid little bitch. You wear make up, you’re a slag. You don’t wear make up, you’re ugly. You can’t please anyone. ever.
When you're young, your whole life is about the pursuit of fun. Then, you grow up and learn to be cautious. You could break a bone or a heart. You look before you leap and sometimes you don't leap at all because there's not always someone there to catch you. And in life, there's no safety net. When did it stop being fun and start being scary?
Honestly, if you find someone who can make you feel like you're the best goddamn thing in the universe just by calling you beautiful, stick with them.
It’s funny how you can be face to face with someone, and yet it feels as though you’re on the other side of the world from them. They haven’t actually gone anywhere, but they might as well have. It’s one of the worst feelings to come across. To miss someone who’s literally right there.
Here's a lesson for every girl out there: Never, ever settle. You may think you aren't gorgeous or smart or have too many insecurities to count. But there is going to be someone in the world who truly loves you for you. Don't ever think that you've got to put up with some boy's rudeness because he's the first one in a long time to show some interest. You are all beautiful in your own individual way, so never lower your standards.
I miss your smile but I miss mine even more.
Best friends know that you’re slow, stupid, and mess around yet they still don’t care about being seen with you in public because they know they’re idiots, too.
You can be anything you want. But you have to take a risk sometimes. Reach out. One thing I can tell you for sure is this: we only regret what we don't do in life.
I don't need a certain number of friends, just a number of friends I can be certain of.
Don't believe the guy who tells you he loves you, believe the guy that proves it to you.
Fuck that sparkle in your eye, you take advantage of it.
dont let anyone, or anything bring you down. think for yourself, make your own deicisons, they might end up being mistakes, or they might be the best thing you have ever decided to do. but the only way you will find out is if you take a chance.
let's just be honest, im not leaving for some new perspective or to get a new start, im leaving because i cant look at you anymore without my heart breaking.
We never really grow up; we're still who we were when we were 10. Still just as immature, ready to have fun and admit that you still love the playground. The only difference is we've all had our hearts broken, and that's what really changed us.