Monday, April 25, 2011

come back

 Don’t waste your time looking back on what you’ve lost. Move on, because life is not meant to be traveled backwards
 People are constantly telling me who I am.
I wish for once they’d let me figure it out on my own.
 You took for granted all those times i never let you down
 Be with who makes you happy, even if it means you’re always running back
 right now i’m with exactly who i want to be with - my best friend. you are high school to me. all of the boyfriends and mean girls and tests and teachers and our crazy mothers, we learned through it together. we raised each other. you’re my sister.
He had proven to me, without a doubt, that he didn’t need me. & if it was the last thing I ever did, I was going to prove to him, without a doubt, that I didn’t need him either
Unlike her, I was there for you during the tough times, when you actually needed a best friend- the o.c
Who I was last year and who I am this year are two totally different people.  So stop getting them confused

Stay true to yourself, because there are very few people who will stay true to you.
Mistakes don't mean a thing if you don't regret them.

There are just certain things in life that are better off unknown, things you wish you never asked, never saw, never heard or never even felt.

Here's to old memories, new beginnings, and taking chances. Things are gonna change, but maybe that's what I need after all.
There’s going to be a lot of changes in your life. It’s not the changes that matter, it’s how you react to the changes. That’s what makes you who you are.

Though I'm afraid you`ll never speak to me again, I'm pretty sure I`m better off that way.

If you want what you've never had, you have to do what you've never done
I didnt have one thing to say to her. Nothing. My best friend for years, the person I'd never run out of things to talk about with. Yet we were like total strangers.

When your life is pulling you in every direction. take a deep breath and forget where you belong. Just think of where you wanna be

Here's a toast to the good days, the better friends. The ones that you just can't live without. The people that have taught you how to love, how to live, how to have a good time just sitting around. Here is to the people that, no matter how bad things seem, are going to be there for you to lean back on and catch you if you fall.
 I'm starting to crave new beginnings, brighter memories, and happy endings

Summer is for breaking. Pack nothing. Leave without a note. Wear what you slept in. Sleep in what you're wearing. Use SPF. Listen to the ocean but do not take its advice word for word. Follow your internal compass. Display skin. Steal a heart. Lose track of time and live your life.
Spend life with who makes you happy not who you have to impress
I’ve learned a lot this year … I learned that things don’t always turn out the way you planned, or the way you think they should. And I’ve learned that there are things that go wrong that don’t always get fixed or get put back together the way they were before. I’ve learned that some broken things stay broken, and I’ve learned that you can get through bad times and keep looking for better ones, as long as you have people who love you. - Jennifer Weiner

"It's laughing with your friend at a time when you shouldn't. It's the sweat in your palms wanting to know someone you see. It's being touched by hands that aren't your own. It's the thrill of an escape that almost wasn't. It's helping a friend find something they lost. It's a smile, a joke, a song. It's what someone does that they like remembering. It's the thinking of things you may never do and the doing of things you may never have thought. It's the road ahead and the road behind. It's the first step and the last and every one in between, because they all make up the good life."

You are going to lose people in your life. And I realize that no matter how much time you spent with them, or how much you appreciated them and told them so, it will never seem like it was enough

I love that moment. When you're on a long car ride, or listening to music, or reading. And you completely zone out. You forget your troubles, and everyone around you. You're focused on that one thing, and that one thing only. You're content, and everything seems peaceful

When you're growing up, a lot of your choices are motivated by fear. It's like one wrong move and the world's going to end. Maybe that's what it is; maybe it's about taking a deep breath and forgiving yourself for yesterday's mistakes

In high school so much changes. Best friends become h...aters & haters become best friends. You as a person change. You’ll notice that the clothes you used to wear everyday are now going in the trash because it’s not your style anymore. Your passion becomes the reason you bawl your eyes out everyday. Everything seems to be going against you. Nothing goes right at all. You look back & feel the sadness of memories. Not even music can help you escape. Homework will be the least of your problems. Drugs, violence, & sex, are every where you turn. Lies & rumors become truth. Heartache becomes even harder to get over. & your Ipod & ice cream won’t do it this time. Everything changes
I want to appreciate the times when moments are made into memories. I want to embrace them, cherish them, and never forget that they come so few and far between. I know that wherever life takes me, these moments will always follow. They remind me of what's truly important. It's not just life, but living. It's the journey, the destination, and all the points I see between

We are making this summer unforgettable. We are going to take chances and do things we wouldn't normally do. Be outgoing, have fun and never second guess ourselves. Every day is going to be spent doing what we wanna do, and every night were gonna go to bed smiling because this summer. This summer is to us.

when you graduate don’t forget those that put up with you for all those years , because they are you true friends since they loved you enough to stick with you until the very end

Have the courage to fail big and stick around.  Make them wonder why you're still smiling

What most people need to learn in life is how to love people and use things, instead of using people and loving things.

Time is ticking away.  Yes you’re young, but the years fly by and soon you’ll be wondering what would have happened if you would have spoken what was inside your heart

Here's to moving on, to creating a new life.
Here's to forgetting him and the way he made
you smile. Here's to finding someone new, and
making a fresh start. Here's to leaving you.

Time is never wasted when your getting wasted.

come classy leave trashy
after all these months, all this time, so much has happened. the talks, the phone calls, the laughs, and the feelings. if i were to look back on them, i would never believe that, that person was once me. i wouldn'trecognize that girl because she's so different from me. but i guess changing and moving on is part of growing up. i'm growing up and finding out what kind of person i want to be for the rest of my life. and maybe in the future, there are more changes to come, but as for right now, this is who i'm proudto be.

Cause our days were numbered by nights on too many rooftops.
They said we'd burn so bright
I am strong because I am weak. I am beautiful because I know my flaws. I am a lover because i'm a fighter. I am fearless because I have been afraid. I am wise because I have been foolish and I can laugh because i've known sadness.
It's those moments when you drive around in a car full of friends around a town too small for you. Where you gasp for breath between each laugh.

Nothing compares to the stomach aches you get from laughing too hard with your best friends
All of a sudden I was a grown up-girl. Didn't have to check in with nobody. Slept in cowboy boots if I didn't feel like taking them off. I could spend all my money on leggings and starbursts if I wanted but I also had to figure out just how I was gonna pay my phone bill. AT&T has no sympathy for fashionable girls with pockets full of pink candy wrappers.

Friday, April 1, 2011

who says your not perfect

You know that point in your life when you realize that the house that you grew up in isn't really your home anymore? All of the sudden even though you have some place where you can put your stuff that idea of home is gone.
You can deny it all you want, but if it still hurts, you still care.
But we were too scared to say the things worth saying

Hold on to what keeps you together and
let go of what tears you apart
Deep down, I know you really are that wonderful guy I thought you were. But you’re scared. Scared because your feelings for me are so strong, scared to try and make things work under such difficult circumstances, scared because I’m the first girl who has ever loved you. And that’s why you ended things and why you’re being such a douchebag, because you’re so scared. I wish you could get over your fears and realize what we have is worth the risk of heartache.
never look back at all the damage we have done to eachother.
Fuck being a teenager. Fuck loving the people that don’t give a shit about you. Fuck staying up at night thinking about someone that doesn’t care about you. Fuck being led on. Fuck crying over someone that broke your heart. Fuck the friends that leave you once they find a boyfriend/girlfriend. Fuck parents that have a go at you for everything that you do. Fuck the people that have too high expectations of you. Fuck the people that think you’re capable of nothing. Fuck sitting at home feeling lonely. Fuck feeling like there is no one that loves you. Fuck seeing the people that you love change and leave you behind. Fuck the people that don’t appreciate you. Fuck growing up.

“Even people I’ve known for so long soon become strangers to me. People change and grow tired of having you in their life. It’s sad, but you have to adapt with it.” — Megan Fox

My theory was that if I kept my distance, maybe you would see what you're missing.
He knows you care that's why he doesn't
So take a look in that mirror remind yourself to be happy because you deserve to be.
- One Tree Hill
You don't get it do you?
You made it so fucking easy to walk away.
You lied through your teeth and for that, fuck your feelings
And these breakup songs are starting to make sense again, and i really wish they didn't.
New year, new mistakes
Your beautiful, just not on the inside.
I wish I could show you the hell you put me through. Then maybe for once in your life you could see how it feels to be made a fool of, to be made a slut, and to have everyone saying shit about you that they know nothing about. I just want you to understand what that feels like.
Go ahead, pretend I don’t exist; I hope every single fucking time we make eye contact you remember every memory you used to love. And I hope it hurts.
Forgive me because I am sensitive and unsure. Forgive me because I needed you to say something and you didn't say anything.
Don't fuck with a girl who's got nothing to lose.
"Tell him I hate him, Tell him I don't need him. Tell him to have a great life without me, Tell him he means nothing to me.
Just don't tell him I said this with tears in my eyes"
Because you know me right? You know me so well. You know everything about me, my influences, what hurts me, what helps me, what haunts me, you know it all right? You know what I've been through, going through and will go through don't you? You know all my choices and the reasons as to why I made them, right? Listen, think what you want when you come and mouth off about how ridiculous, or stupid, or slutty or dumb or ugly or whatever else you want to call me, but remember that you don't know half of the story, and I doubt when you're pointing the finger, your own slate is clean, is it?
Summer romances begin for all kinds of reasons, but when all is said and done, they have one thing in common. They're shooting stars, a spectacular moment of light in the heavens, fleeting glimpse of eternity, and in a flash they're gone
Party hard, make mistakes, laugh endlessly. Do things you're afraid to do. After all, you're only young once.