Sunday, October 16, 2011

i go back to december all the time

Life goes on... with or without you.

You finally gave me one good reason not to go. But staying here is my worst fear.

if you really care about the girl, don’t treat all other girls in the same way.

I used to believe in forever, but forever’s too good to be true. –Pooh

We think too much and feel too little.

one of the best feelings in the world is realizing you're perfectly happy without the thing you thought you needed the most

get it together or forget it forever

You can’t let anyone in too far and you can’t trust endlessly. The biggest mistake you can make is to care or love someone more than yourself, because then you are just setting yourself up for disappointment. Boundaries are necessary so that you can protect yourself, because once you’re broken, you’ll never be fully fixed.

You want society to accept you, but you can't even accept yourself

if this means anything at all dont let me leave you

I really miss you tonight. I miss talking to you, knowing that you get me.
And every time I talk to someone else, it just reminds me of how much they don't.

Learn to forget about the people who forget about you.

it's like all the feelings rush back to me with just one smile from him

He's the kind of boy that makes you love the sound of your name.

I miss you. No, let me correct that, I miss the old you.
I miss the old you that cared about me and the old you that would treat me so well.
The old you that would talk to me every day and always have me smiling. I miss the
old you that made me happy and knew what to say at any given point in time.
I miss the old us

Learn to forget about the people who forget about you

I just want that late night movie, make pancakes together,
cuddle up on the couch, kind of relationship

I believe in everything until it’s disproved. So I believe in fairies, the myths, dragons. It all exists, even if it’s in your mind. Who’s to say that dreams and nightmares aren’t as real as the here and now?
-john lennon

or maybe its just that beautiful things are so easily broken by the world

We all carry these things inside that no one else can see. They hold us down like anchors, the drown us out at sea

“I once had dreams of becoming a beautiful poet. But upon a series of unfortunate events I saw those dreams dashed and divided like a million stars in the night sky. I didn’t really mind because I knew it takes getting everything you ever wanted and losing it to know what true freedom is.”-Lana Del Rey

Don’t break me down, I’ve been traveling too long. I’ve been trying too hard, with one pretty song.

Cause you're the class president without Jackie O' and I'm singing "Happy birthday" like Marylin Monroe

Diamonds on my wrist, whiskey on my tongue

"It takes getting everything you ever wanted and then losing it to know what true freedom is."

"I believe in the kindness of strangers. And when I'm at war with myself - I ride. I just ride." 

"i was in the winter of my life and the men i met along the road were my only summer"

"Live fast, die young, be wild, and have fun"

"i believe in the country america used to be, i believe in the person i want to become, i believe in the freedom of the open road, and i believe in the kindness of strangers."


Monday, September 19, 2011

 I guess you were just one of those people who was supposed to walk into my life, teach me a lesson, then walk out
there’s a lot of fish in the sea .. but he’s your nemo. go find him
you only live once, but if you do it right, once is enough
In a way you fixed me. But somehow you also broke me.
and my head told my heart let love grow, and my heart told my head this time no
Truth is, I get jealous easily because what's mine is mine. I'm stubborn as hell, I say sorry too much. I act like I don't give a fuck because I care too much. I over analyze the smallest of things & probably come off as a bitch to simply guard myself.
I know it hurts, I know that. But if you give up now, you may be missing someone greater than you could ever have imagined. And no one wants to miss something that will change their life forever. Just keep holding on and I promise it'll get better.
I miss those midnight conversations. I miss how you would make me laugh out of my own frustration. But you just come to know that you get so used to being loved, and in one second it can all come crashing down. Now I know to not let anything get that far ever again, because I didn't know how I could wake up one morning and have it all hit me. I didn't know I could miss you this much.
We all want to grow up. We're desperate to get there. Grab all the opportunities we can to live. We're so busy trying to get out of that mess, we don't think about the fact that it's going to be cold out there. Really freaking cold. Because growing up sometimes means leaving people behind. And by the time we stand on our own two feet, we're standing there alone.
No, I'm not a bitch. I've just been through a few things, seen a few things, been there and done that. Yes, I guess I'm cold now. But only because I once gave a damn about someone who didn't give a damn about me. I've built a wall around myself, to protect my heart from more hurt and damage. I won't believe you if you tell me you're different. Unless you stick around and prove it. Words no longer mean a thing, your actions are everything. 
All you do is take, and I've got nothing for you right now
When someone can make you see this broken world as beautiful, they're worth keeping around.
just because I'm over you, doesn't mean there aren't days that it all comes rushing back.
I trust him as far as I can throw him and I don't even think I can lift him
You were like the summer, barely anyone appreciated you when you were here, but the second you were gone, all they did was miss you.
She's strong enough to walk away, but broken enough to look back
Don't take me for granted cause unlike the rest i'm not afraid to walk away.
Your lying to yourself aren't you? You still love him don't you?

Sunday, August 14, 2011

Just because you can't find a guy who treats you right, doesn't mean you should be with someone who doesn't.

You'll find the right one for you, when you're the right one for you.

You really do make me feel like everything is going to be okay.

I've been running around for the past year trying to find some clarity. And all of a sudden it's so clear, it's crazy, I just want to be with you

When do you move on? You move on when your heart finally understands that yesterday remains a yesterday, and it will never be the same again.

dont let go, dont do it. hold on to him, for as long as you can.

it sucks doesnt it? seeing the person you love with someone else

you self-destructive little girl, pick yourself up, don't blame the world. 

Sometimes I wonder where we went wrong, and regardless of what you always said, I'm not that strong. I either need you to really be here for me or I need you to just leave.

I was a dreamer before you went and let me down.

And in the end, maybe things do work out. Maybe when you stop doubting yourself, things happen. Learn to let go of your fears and do what you know is the right thing. You just might gain that smile back.

i want warm summer nights, to lie in a hammock, staring at the stars, telling you stories. i want to dip my toes in the water, to dangle my feet off the edge of the dock and sit leaning forward, looking at you, laughing. to huddle around a fire on the beach, salt water drying into my hair, reading from that book you always cazry. i want to sit next to you on a log and sleep next to you in a tent. i want to wake up early and make pancakes over a fire, to wash the dishes in the river while we swim. to build sandcastles and castles-in-the-air. i want to drive home with my bare feet on the dashboard, the windows down, my hair whipped in every direction from the wind rushing through the open windows. i want to hear your voice humming to the tune of the songs on the radio that you don’t know the words to. i want to be able to look at you and smile and not say a word. to have adventures and passion and to truly live.

let's raise a glass and make a toast at last;
here's to the future cause I'm done with the past.

Truth is, I don't want to waste another moment on someone who isn't you

You know what I discovered - it's not about who you want to spend Friday night with, it's about who you want to spend all day Saturday with.
- Friends With Benefits

Yeah, you’ll fight. You’ll probably say things you dont mean, and sometimes things you do. But at the end of the day, there are always going to be those few people that have your back even when the world seems to be standing against you

We’re all in the same game, just different levels. Dealing with the same hell, just different devils.

You'll never leave where you are, until you decide where you wanna be.

You make remembering a beautiful thing.

Why do you have to loose people to figure out what they really mean?

Have you ever wondered about the things we tell ourselves before we fall asleep? 
We whisper the words in the dark, telling ourselves that we’re happy, or he’s happy, that people will change their minds. We persuade ourselves that we can live without the people who have left. Each night before we fall asleep we lie to ourselves in 
desperate hope that come morning, it will all be true.

So here’s to reality. Here’s to opening your eyes and looking at the world and it’s entirety. Life is beautiful for those who see it as it is, and your day is what you make it. So here’s to waking up and putting the biggest smile on your face. Everything in the world is wonderful so why shouldn’t we be too?

Hopeless romantics are only hopeless in the eyes of people who don't believe in romance.

Something changed in me, even though I didn't know what it was just yet, All I could think was that I was alive for the first time.

Do things with passion, or not at all. Where ever you go, go with all your heart.

This has gotta be a good life.

and i heard you're doing you, and you heard i'm doing better.

Her favorite song will say more about her than her mouth ever will.

don’t waste your time on people who don’t make you feel alive.

She acts like summer & walks like rain 

I always distance myself when people come emotionally close to me. Maybe it’s because I know in the end they’ll end up leaving. They always do.

Sometimes the best thing you can do for someone is to just exist. To be there when they suddenly realize that they need you right then.

Don’t smile to please others. Smile to please yourself, that way you’ll make people happy by seeing your smile.

And even if somebody else has it much worse, that doesn’t really change the fact that you have what you have.
The Perks of Being a Wallflower

For what it’s worth: it’s never too late or, in my case, too early to be whoever you want to be. There’s no time limit, stop whenever you want. You can change or stay the same, there are no rules to this thing. We can make the best or the worst of it. I hope you make the best of it. And I hope you see things that startle you. I hope you feel things you never felt before. I hope you meet people with a different point of view. I hope you live a life you’re proud of. If you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again.

Don't let the sadness from the past or the fear of the future risk the happiness of the present.

You're busy finding yourself and doing things you've always wanted to try. You're happy and free and making life everything you dreamed it'd be. And even though I know the answer, I still wonder.. do you ever think about me? Even just for a moment, when you're eating breakfast alone or lying in bed by yourself on a cold night?

I would absoultley kill to see you right now. To be held by you, to hug you for a long time, to get a kiss. To even just talk to you. I miss you so much it's killing me.

The world is ugly, but you're beautiful to me.

I'll see you soon then.

I’m not asking you to think about me everyday, but could you try not to forget me?

You shouldn’t give up. Fight for yourself and who you are. You’ve got to go through the worst times in life to get the best.

He smiled and his hand touched mine and I got this strange feeling. Like new life ran through my veins. As if someone cut the distance between us and there was just you and me.

You have to find something. Something that anchors you, something that keeps you looking forward. Even on the bad days, the days when you’re tempted to look back.

I guess I just got tired of always being the last thing on your mind.

It’s been days without you in my reach, and the only time I’ve touched you is in my sleep. But time has changed nothing at all. You’re still the only one that feels like home.

Saturday, August 6, 2011

stay beautiful

 Sometimes, you just have to close your eyes and jump.


here’s a reason I don’t expect a lot of out people. There’s a reason why I smile at peoples apologies, but never look at them the same way.When people have let you down enough times, you learn to not believe a word anyone says to you.

So here’s to not caring. Because it’s easier than giving a shit

Sooner or later, you start taking yourself seriously. You know when you 
need a break. You know when you need a rest. You know what to get worked 
up about and what to get rid of. And you know when it’s time to take care of yourself, for yourself. To do something that makes you stronger, faster, more complete. Because you know it’s never too late to have a life. And never too late to change one.

 What you left unspoken is louder than anything you’ve ever said
nd tonight she’s taking chances, making memories out of what she has. Throwing caution to the wind, it feels good to leave it all behind

 I hoped you’d see my face, and that you’d be reminded that for me, it isn’t over yet.
I found myself when I lost you

believe that happy girls are the prettiest girls. I believe tomorrow is another day, and I believe in miracles

Stay beautiful, stay you.
Sometimes you just have to put yourself out there and not worry about what happens
I hope the sun shines and it’s a beautiful day & something reminds you, wish you had stayed
he most beautiful people we have known are those who have known defeat, known suffering, known struggle, known loss, and have found their way out of the depths. These persons have an appreciation, a sensitivity, and an understanding of life that fills them with compassion, gentleness, and a deep loving concern. Beautiful people do not just happen.

ahead, text him first - he might be checking his phone, waiting for you. Stare into the eyes of the guy you like - memorize the color. Turn on your iPod and run as far as you can. Say hi to a stranger - you never know what they’ll become for you. Have a mental health day - you know you need it. Don’t go on facebook for a day and see what you can accomplish. Give money to a charity, your good karma will come around eventually. Sneak out, you might get caught, but it’ll be 100% worth it. Tell that one person that you like them, what’s the worst that can happen? He doesn’t like you back? Then he doesn’t deserve you anyways, right? Treat yourself to something indulgent, you deserve it. Smile at a stranger, it could make their day. Wink, it’s sexy and makes you feel confident. Go for somebody who is totally wrong for you, they may not be totally wrong after all. Stand up for yourself, because if you don’t, who will. Moral of the story is, you only fucking live once.

Take a chance and never let go. Risk everything, lose nothing. Don’t worry about anything anymore. Cry in the rain and speak out loud. Say what you want and love who you desire. Be yourself and not what others want to see. Never blame anyone else if you get hurt because you took the risk and decided who was worth the while.

kissing burns 6.4 calories a minute, wanna workout?

You know that feeling? When you’re just waiting. Waiting to get home, into your room, close the door, fall into bed, and just let everything out that you kept in all day. That feeling of both relief and desperation. Nothing is wrong. But nothing is right either. And you’re tired. Tired of everything, tired of nothing. And you just want someone to be there and tell you it’s okay. But no one’s going to be there. And you know you have to be strong for yourself, because because no one can fix you. But you’re tired of waiting. Tired of having to be the one to fix yourself and everyone else. Tired of being strong. And for once, you just want it to be easy. To be simple. To be helped. To be saved. But you know you won’t be. But you’re still hoping. And you’re still wishing. And you’re still staying strong and fighting, with tears in your eyes. You’re fighting. 
some mistakes are too fun to only make once.
i need to stop making it so easy for everyone to take advantage of me. i’m done saying yes to everthing, i’m done making myself miserable to make others happy, especially for those who i know for a fact wouldn’t do the same for me. i finally need to learn that there is a certain point when i need to stop caring for people as much as i do. not because it’s what i want to do, but because most of these people don’t deserve to have me there all the time.
He was never a waste of your time. He was just the harsh realization that you can do better.
There are things you don't want to happen, but you have to accept. There are things you don't want to know, but you have to learn. And there are people you can't live without but you have to let go.

Friday, July 29, 2011

fuck what people think

Never trust a heart that is so bent it can’t break.
Sure, she’s pretty, but it’s about more than that. You two connect. Anything you throw at her, she can throw right back. You figured out what’s going on in that predictable head of hers in under five minutes, but something tells you her heart would take about five years.
I will forgive, but I won’t forget.. I hope you know you’ve lost my respect.
I’ve learned that no matter how much I care, some people are just assholes. I’ve learned that it takes years to build up trust, and it only takes suspicion, not proof, to ruin it. I’ve learned that you shouldn’t compare yourself to others; they are more screwed up than you think. I’ve learned that the people you care about most in life are taken from you too soon, and all the less important ones just never go away.
I keep finding myself looking for you in the crowd.
I wanna feel reckless, wanna live it up just because.
And for the first time in a long time, I don't care about you.
you've lost a diamond 
while you were too busy collecting stones
Don’t leave the girl of a lifetime for the girl of the night.
He's annoying, he's hilarious, he's the world's biggest asshole, he makes me want to scream, he ruins my day and saves it in the last minute, he drives me crazy, he's out of his mind, i hate his guts and he's everything i want.
I've learned that sometimes all you have to do is say "fuck it" and just live.
love allows you to see the good in a person, even when no one else does.

if all those words you said actually meant something, maybe we wouldn’t be standing where we are today.

the past is behind, learn from it. the future is ahead, prepare for it. the present is here, live it.
She’s never been one to wait around. she’s always moving and dancing and running. but for some reason, with him, she’s patient. she’ll wait. she’ll wait for nobody, and nothing else, except him.
You know what the best feeling in the world is? Having a best friend, that one person who loves you & never judges you no matter how badly you fuck up. Someone who you have endless conversations with and can communicate by just using your eyes. That one person who just walks in your house, opens the fridge and grabs whatever they want out. Lastly it’s that person who knows so much about you that they could ruin your life in a second. But you trust them with your life and you know that they will never ever do that no matter what.
To me, “FEARLESS” is not the absence of fear. It’s not being completely unafraid. To me, FEARLESS is having fears. FEARLESS is having doubts. Lots of them. To me, FEARLESS is living in spite of those things that scare you to death. FEARLESS is falling madly in love again, even though you’ve been hurt before. FEARLESS is walking into your freshmen year of high school at fifteen. FEARLESS is getting back up and fighting for what you want over and over again… even though every time you’ve tried before, you’ve lost. It’s FEARLESS to have faith that someday things will change. FEARLESS is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you can’t breathe without them. I think it’s FEARLESS to fall for your best friend, even though he’s in love with someone else. And when someone apologizes to you enough times for things they’ll never stop doing, I think it’s FEARLESS to stop believing them. It’s FEARLESS to say “you’re NOT sorry”, and walk away. I think loving someone despite what people think is FEARLESS. I think allowing yourself to cry on the bathroom floor is FEARLESS. Letting go is FEARLESS. Then, moving on and being alright…That’sFEARLESS too. But no matter what love throws at you, you have to believe in it. You have to believe in love stories and prince charmings and happily ever after. That’s why I write these songs. Because I think love is FEARLESS.”
I think when you are young, you are hoping that this person will be the right one, the one you are going to be in love with forever. But sometimes you want that so much, you create something that isn’t really there. -Johnny Depp
I want you to be happy. But I don’t want you with her.
If he was worth revolving your life around he wouldn’t be in and out of it. he taught you how to love just not how to stop.
I don't need it to be easy, I just need it to be worth it.
You know how the time flies, only yesterday was the time of our lives, we were born and raised in a summer haze bound by the suprise of our glory days.-Adele
I do it because I can. I can because I want to. I want to because you said I couldn’t.
you helped me realize the hell in hello, and the good in goodbye.
Throughout life you will meet one person who is unlike any other. You could talk to this person for hours and never get bored, you could tell them things and they won’t judge you. This person is your soul mate, your best friend. Don’t ever let them go
Set your standards high and never settle for less. Believe in yourself no matter what, but don't worry if you stray because the most important thing is what you've learned along the way. Take all you've become to be all that you can be. Soar above the clouds and let your dreams be set free.
You can spend minutes, hours, weeks, or even months over-analyzing a situation; trying to put the pieces together justifying what could’ve would’ve happened. Or you can just leave the pieces on the floor and move on
sometimes the best way to get someones attention is to stop giving them yours
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
People say when you go to high school everything changes, and its true many people loose who they were and their old friends along with it. But with us its completely different, we all may have changed but one thing will always remain the same, we’re best friends. We’ve been there for each other throughout everything you can possibly think of from broken hearts and deaths, to some of the craziest and best nights of our lives. It’s impossible to count the amount of times we’ve wanted to kill each other. We fight constantly but it doesn’t matter because a moment after we find something to laugh about, and that’s what keeps us close. 
there will be two dates on your tombstone. everyone will read them, but the only thing that matters is the tiny dash in between
You have to ask yourself one important question – do you really love him or just the idea of him?
You're gone and I'm so over missing you
- Pretty Little Liars
If you don't want me now, I don't want you later
- Tyga
If you’re satisfied with who you are and you’re comfortable being yourself, that’s all that matters.
I just need to know that someone out there listens and understands and doesn’t try to sleep with people even if they could have. I need to know that these people exist.
The Perks of Being a Wallflower

la vie est belle
dream passionatley & live beautifully

We probably won't end up together, I know that. But why not live like we're forever while we have a chance?
It's funny when you go through a year nothing seems to change but then you look back and everything is different.
Growing up sucks, not all kisses are magic and most boys do not live up to your expectations. But there are those times when everything - I mean love, romance, relationships, it all falls together perfectly and it's incredible.
Honestly, if you find someone who can make you feel like you're the best god damn thing on the planet just by calling you beautiful, then stick with them. They're a rare breed.
The best feeling in the world is finally knowing that you took a step in the right direction, a step towards the future where everything that you never knew was possible, is possible.
Sometimes you just need someone to look forward seeing everyday.
You have to get hurt, that's how you learn. The strongest people out there, the ones who laugh with a genuine smile, those are the ones who have fought the toughest battles. Because they've decided that they're not going to let anything hold them down, they're moving on. 
And the player fell for the girl who had just a little bit more game.
I miss laying under the dark sky counting all the stars with you.
You didn't love her. You just didn't want to be alone. Maybe she was just good for your ego, or maybe she made you feel better about your miserable life, but you didn't love her. Because you don't destroy the people you love.
And one day, his name just didn't make me smile anymore.
It's been a while since everyday and everything has felt this right.
People say I've changed, I like to say I found myself.
ometimes you have to stop waiting for someone to come along and fix whats wrong. Maybe you have to stop feeling sorry for yourself and realize that no one else has the answer. Sometimes, you have to be your own hero.

s a person, I was pretty lost. But in the past couple of years, I’ve been forced to grow up. I stopped letting boys define me, and started to believe in myself, and in my potential. And somewhere along the way, that lost little party girl finally grew up

he future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams.

ometimes we need to stop analyzing the past, stop planning the future, stop figuring out precisely how we feel, stop deciding exactly what we want, and just see what happens, learn to just go with it. life is to short to overthink

amily is not always blood. It’s the people in your life who want you in theirs, the ones who accept you for who you are. The ones who would do anything to see you smile, and who love you no matter what.