Friday, February 18, 2011

play or get played

When the keg has been kicked, when the liquor has run dry, when we've fallen out of love with the perfect guy, when the party is over, when we're passed out on the floor, when we can't keep kicking ass in beer pong anymore, we'll still be friends cause we know the deal, we're each others girls and we'll always keep it real.
Look at you, you’re so young and you’re so scared. Why are you so scared? Stop being paralyzed. Stop swallowing your words. Stop caring what other people think. Wear what you want. Say what you want. Listen to the music you want to listen to. Play it loud as fuck and dance to it. Go out for a drive at midnight and forget you have school the next day. When are you going to realized that you can do whatever you want?
Listen bud, she's over you. She may have learned the hard way, but at least she's learned. She's not tangled in those strings anymore.You no longer control her emotions. She's free, and we'd all like to thank you for that
Hard days made me, hard nights shaped me. I don't know, they somehow saved me. And I know I'm making something out of this life they called nothing. So now, all alone or not, you gotta walk ahead. Thing to remember is if we're all alone, then we're all together in that too.
i'm done with games, & the people who play them.
The longer you stay the more pain your causing me. So if you can't learn to love me then leave me.
I think best friends are the ones who’ve been through what you’ve been through. They understand where you’re coming from and where you’re going. It's always a challenge to stick by a friend who’s making choices we don’t agree with and are sometimes even risky, but it's at these times that our best friends need us the most.
"Life is good. Fuck the forecast, 'cause everyday is sunny."
-Lil Wayne
I’m just gonna keep my eyes closed. Because this is like that moment in the morning when you first wake up and you’re still half asleep and everything seems like things are possible, dreams feel true and for that one moment between waking and dreaming anything can be real and then you open your eyes and the sun hits you and realize; I’m just gonna keep my eyes closed.
I believe in karma. What you give is what you get returned. I believe you can't appreciate real love until you've been burned. I believe the grass is greener on the other side. I believe you know what you've got until you have to say goodbye.
Shit I know I'd be able to get over you, if someone new came along.
I don't want to let fear rule my life, I don't want to give up before I die.
I'm done wishing and trying, for something that's not meant to be. From this moment forward, whatever happens, happens.
So many times, life in unpredictable. You'll have bad days, and good, and really in the end, the only thing that matters is whose still there by your side.

Cause I've been through enough in the past year alone and I still haven't broke, thats what being strong really is.
What happens when all you can do is remember?
Everything about me seemed so much different when I was young. I couldn't wait to take my place, five years have passed, good God have I been gone? So why, I've never felt so alone in my whole life. Time's not on my side.
It's a little too late to say that you're sorry now,
you kicked me when I was down. Fuck what you say,
just don't hurt me, don't hurt me no more.
That's right bitch, and I don't need you,
don't want to see you.
I'm still young & I've got things to do. Liquor to drink, boys to confuse. Parties to go to & times to screw up. Cause right now I'm just living it up.
& even though my gut said, “don’t trust him.” even when my heart begged me not to let you break it again. and even still when my head told me that you couldn’t change, i ignored it. i let you back into my life, and i believed your promises and hoped that this was the time you had finally listened. you assured me that you wouldn’t go back to her, to treating me that, to acting like i’d never been there. good god, i even prayed that you would finally see me like i saw you. but in the end i guess i was a dumbass for ignoring all the signs. so here’s to hoping that i’ll finally be able to cut you out of my life, because it’s not fair on me. i deserve so much better than you.
Sometimes you’ve got to stop and remember that youre not gonna live forever. Be young, think smart, stay true and just follow your heart.
"You can do better. You deserve so much more.” In reality, you’re right. But sometimes when you love, you love the person for who they are despite what they’ve done wrong to you. That’s what love does to you. It’s not about who you deserve, it’s about who you want, who you need, and who you love.
Everything that happens to us, the good and the bad, is part of us. It took me a long time to realize that it doesn't have to define who we are. We get to decide.- csi
Been through it all, dealt with broken hearts and backstabbing bitches. Unloving parents and failing grades. Been through it all,and gotten stronger. But every now and then the memories flow back and that girl just breaks down.
They left your life for a reason, and if they don’t come back, it’s because you don’t need them.
i wanted to gather up everything i just said and stuff it back into my mouth. but once you have said something you can’t take it back. your words are out there buzzing around in a quiet room so you can hear them echo back to you.
i think i’m supposed to know how to do this, but honestly, i have no idea.

Thursday, February 10, 2011

show him what he couldve had.

Im tired of being nice to people who don't give a shit about me,
So what if im a bitch ? You're a whore and quite frankly,
id rather be known for what i did then who i did.
"Did you think this summer that there was any way that you would fall in love with me? Did you ever imagine that everyone would say we were perfect for each other? I did, and that's why I didn't give up after months of fighting for you"- Megan fox
 Not caring about what people think is the best change i've made.
I remember times I had. Some were happy, some were sad. Memories, me and my partners in crime. Throwing up a thousand times.
She's so sick of never being beautiful enough. Never being stronger, or better. She's sick of going home everyday, and  wishing she was someone else. For once she wants to look in the mirror and be happy for what she sees back. She's so sick of everyone telling her "You can do so much better than that." Maybe she can't? And people talking behind her back. Yeah well she found out. She's sick of people bringing her down and telling her that she isn't good enough. But I guess all she really wants, is to be more than second best.

I am here. This is me and I am always here. And I don't want to go through the rest of my life regretting. I want to learn how to be strong for what I am doing, brave about who I am, and forgive anyone who tries to fuck it all up.
You taught me many things, like how it feels to miss someone so bad it feels like a part of you is missing. I can tell you one thing, now that you have gone I never will forget you. You left your mark.
This is life. People will screw you over. You’ll fight with your family. You’ll witness things that will change you forever. You’ll blame new lovers for things old lovers did. You’ll lose best friends you thought would always be there. You’ll come to realize that everyone has a past. You’ll cry, you’ll laugh, and you’ll embarrass yourself. But then, you’ll find your very own moment where none of that matters; where you can sit back and realize that shit happens to the people who can handle it and that this is who you are, and that no one should want to change you, including yourself.
You've got to learn to push through the hard times, because you have to face them. Running from them now, will only make you too tired to fight through when they catch up to you later.
He was an ass. He made you fall for him and he wasn't there to catch you. But worst of all he made you trust him. Made you think that he wasn't like all the others. And you know what? He was right. He's not like all the others. He's worse.
I never thought you'd be someone I'd have to miss.
Cause I've been through enough in the past year alone and I still haven't broke, thats what being strong really is.
I believe that money can cause happiness. If I had enough money,
I'd pay to get rid of you. And that would make me happy.
Hush little bitches, don’t say a word. You don’t know the half, not even a third.
So shut up and fuck what you heard.
You want love? I'll make you fall so hard you'll break your neck.
Don't do anything half-ass. If you love someone, love them with all your heart. If you hate someone, hate them until it hurts
She laughs a little and smiles a lot. Her friends make sure that she stays okay. You walk on by and she doesnt give you a second thought. She's getting used to you not being in her life. Or at least it seems that way.
People will hate you, rate you, shake you, and break you. How strong you stand is what makes you.
Don't get mad because I said I don't give a fuck. Be mad because I once did and you were too blind to see.
he made a mistake. he pushed her away when he needed her most, replaced her with someone who didn't even come close. now he's got to live with the fact that there isn't anybody who will ever come close, and there's no way she's ever coming back
And if you wanna know how a girl survives, just look by her side.
I've been disappointed so many times, not giving a fuck is almost a reflex
This is the part where u tell me everything will be okay , that everythings gonna work out that you are gonna fight for us not just give up, stop telling me everything that i need to change, maybe its not me who needs to change its you too
It's a pretty good night for a drive, so dry up those eyes. Because the radio will still play loud, songs that we heard as our guards came down. Like in the summertime when we first met. I'll never forget, and don't you forget.
I want to appreciate the times when moments are made into memories. I want to embrace them, cherish them and never forget that they come so few and far between. I know that wherever life takes me, these moments will always follow. They remind me of what's truly important. It's not just life, but living. It's the journey, the destination and all the points in between.